Saturday, July 16, 2005 11:47 PM

Hope.

♥[ramblings] After a gruelling ordeal, i can calmly say im in better shape then i was a few days ago. I know my mistakes, but somehow im not quite regretting any because after the 'talk' i exceptionally learn alot. Maybe im not a mistake, but still its going to take awhile to get through. I will definitely be taking baby steps over this matter. [/ramblings]

Had a chat with an old friend from primary school, whos on my link right now Felicia. Gah, chatting to her made me miss the old times in singapore when i was in primary. I remember the basketballs, the pe, the canteen food, the hopscotch, the friends not forgetting and many more. I remember going over to the secondary basketball court and playing there with my small friends. Alot of good memories there. A few i found in friendster which is sometimes the only reason why i like friendster lol. Then again no regrets im in Brunei.

School will be over very soon. Especially when i sit down alone and think about it. I never thought itd be ending so soon. Then right after when school ends, Raya comes. I have actually planned already what to bake for Raya this year lol. Pretty random but then again jobless :p. After Raya comes Christmas/Eve, New Year/Eve. January birthdays birthdays then i turn 17. I feel so old. :. One more until key year. How freaky is that. The next thing i know ill be married with 3-4 kids, complaining about what the hell the children are up to lol. Life seems to be passing by so freaking fast with a blink of an eye. At least i got someone to share this with. IzatB HEHE =)

Some guys are getting weirder and weirder. They are freaking me out and i thought they were actually different. They can contradict and UNcontradict themselves repeately. When they say they're different its bullshit, or so ive been told. Dont take it the wrong way though. =).

Anyways im out. Laters much.


P.S: Hiro - Im alright now thanks for being there. :)