Monday, December 31, 2007 1:42 PM

♥ahhh, the last post of the '07.


its been an eventful year, definitely an understatement. almost everything i feared happened but everything i wanted happened as well so its a win lose year for me. i grew up so much this year.

so many unexpected situations made force me to grow up faster than i should. the beginning of the year ive been colder than i ever been in my life, yet towards the end of the year i learned not to regret my mistakes or the honest decisions of others but rather than to accept and respect theirs.

i really got into jogging this year. kudos baby! that was definitely the highlight of my year. getting into some sun, get that 'runner's high' and just me and ipod. god i really miss it. that definitely made me complete. jerudong sigh :).

i made new friends, new acquaintances and i found out it isnt so bad. they didnt screw me over. there are real people walking through life in little brunei and im glad i got to know them :). i got fucked over by middle this year and i thought i couldnt recover from it. i went through such a depression for a few months but finally i got through it. i was pretty fragile at that stage but i overcame it and now im feeling great.

'07 has been great without a doubt. through the tears, the pain, the torment, the laughter, the jokes, the memories. i dont regret a single thing i did this year. i may made some errors in judgement but when you push past that, i guess i wouldnt be the person i am today if i didnt learn from those mistakes. the greatest thing i learned this year was to be a better person and learn to give in a little and to also let go a little. im not one to forgive and forget so THAT is definitely an achievement for me.

im not expecting too much out of 2008. just hopes for futhering my education thats all really. i dont do resolutions, mainly because i dont stick with it or honestly i just cant be bothered with it. i cant believe its the end of year. some part of it just doesnt want it to end, its just the beginning for me. :). 16 days left. o.m.f.g (not to new years, i know what date it is la haha)



happy new years everyone.
xx!

Sunday, December 30, 2007 12:23 PM

♥street lights, watching a live band, empty roads, star gazing, old friends, new acquaintances, long talks, random sayings, heart2heart talks, good laughs, aching joints, pulling the aching joints, beaches, unexpected songs, and late late late :)

and i aint nothing like i was before
you ought to see me now

last night, thanks for something so beautiful i can dwell in whenever i wish.
woo, life is sweet


thank you for the memories and for making me a little bit more human huhu.

Saturday, December 29, 2007 7:13 PM

♥

i'll be just fine
pretending im not


a long weekend, and im loving every minute of it already.
mmmmm, this is the life.

Thursday, December 27, 2007 8:55 PM

♥
mine.

i keep thinking in a moment that
time will take them away
but these feelings wont go away.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 8:27 PM

♥its easy to leave
its another thing to start over.. again



finally, the internet works. ive been going out of mind for the past 5 days. no downloads, no updates, no msn. literally going out of my mind. if it was for another day, haha i dont even want to go there.

the funny thing, when there was internet, there was so much to blog about. everything was happening and now my mind cant even remember what i did huhu. infrigginsane. i left about 3 weeks here and im off. im still not entirely know how to feel about that. i dont know how to say goodbye, i dont even know if i can huhu. im not the most 'emotional' person in the world but i just dont want to say the wrong things or worse dont say the things ive been dying to say. its just.. hard. i can never find the right words cos i know im going to be a wreck and blurt random words.

downloading all those episodes i missed last week sigh. there goes my speed. work has been so routine, i just dont want to get used to it yet 'cos of the leaving bit, i still dont know how to write that resignation letter. harumphhh.

forget the world with me.

cant friggin wait for the new year.
you do know i jest right?
xx

Wednesday, December 19, 2007 9:20 PM

♥ahh monsters are gone, finally theres a little peace and quiet around here.

im feeling a little knackered, thank the lord its a public holiday tomorrow. i can finally catch up on some much needed sleep.

this week has really taken its toll on me, this is the most overwork and exhausted i ever felt in my life and to not have a good sleep is just killing me. to even watch tv is strain on my eyes. sad sad, i miss being the couch potato. the no.1 couch potato i might add. running, lounging and sleeping was what i did best, and now i havent done that all in one for such a long time. harumph.

im a little out of mind right now, pardon the pun. huhu.

lets get away from it all,
just once..

Saturday, December 15, 2007 1:33 PM

♥and we'll run for our lives
i cant hardly speak, i understand
why you cant raise your voice to say..

great saturday, homey sunday. sum it all, perfect weekend. i couldnt ask for a better weekend. loving the food, the company ;), the places and the ability for me to unwind.


i annihilated the cousin in badminton, i spent a great saturday night with such wonderful company, i pig out on a sunday more than i usually do (after all whats godsday without indulging in more than you should), perfect catch-up sessions, caught a movie after only godknows when (alvin and the chipmunks but HEY couldve been worse), saw old friends&foes, and best of all got my runner's high! howd you like me now HUH!


knowing my luck i wont be jubilant for the next 48 hours but hopefully ill break that cycle. busy week ahead but hoping it wont affect my constantweekenderssmile. for me to be completely happy would take at least skydive in NZ for the beautiful scenery, a one way ticket accompanied by DN who'll marry me and a constant supply of water. nothing beats that ;P but a girl can dream.


my boy :)



sex on the beach & oreo


s&m magharita ;P

Thursday, December 06, 2007 8:47 PM