Tuesday, January 29, 2008 9:05 PM

♥i kinda celebrated my birthday for about 4 days, almost the whole weekend, i thought itd end but its starting to move on to the 5 day haha.


damn, everyones been so great.
lets just make it the whole weekend shall we ;)


its the wrong time
hes pulling me through
its a small crime, and ive got no excuse.

Sunday, January 27, 2008 11:17 PM

♥sometimes i go on through life
thinking that love is something
thats not meant for me.

:)


i never thought ill be smiling today, but i guess those little suprises and most of all effort certain people put out there was worth it. thanksss lovelies :).

i woke up today, and look in the mirror for a good 5 minutes and realised holyshit im actually 9*. thoroughly i went searching a sign for a wrinkle and looking through my own hair looking for a single strand of white but thankfully no signs of either. cant say much about the sanity though haha.

i wont go into so much detail about today because alot of things are better left unsaid and etched upon MY memory for my own amusement hehe.

take me to the pastures and shoot away. :)

once again thank you to those. no names mention, you know who you are.




please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song's my sorry

Saturday, January 26, 2008 8:06 PM

♥this is what i get for logging on after a long nap;


iheardabt yourjokerguy..siheath..isorry..
so anyway, did u cry when heath died?

haha. fuckers.


and this from another friend;

Your positive traits:
You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:
In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone
- you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:
Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:
Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest
- like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:
Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:
Bring a little responsibility to your relationship -
like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It wouldnt kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your partner's jealousy.
Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

apparently its some aquarious profile.
hahahahahahhahaha.
grins*

3:06 PM

♥feeling under the weather today. dear lord i hope it doesnt get worse. wasted my day lying down on the couch most of the morning and midday. there goes plans for tonight. hopefully a good incentive will come up tonight.

utorrent finally works. time to catch up with my missed episodes, and in good time too.



happy 18 rita. :)

12:20 AM

♥don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all

mild suprise, bukit!, good dinner, great conversations and best of all with 3 seperate but great companies.




great morning, great day and great night.
what could be better?

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 8:38 PM

♥i hope your not intending,
to be so condescending
its as much as i can take


sometimes its the quiet ones you really have to watch out for. they always end up suprising you with that they have to say, or rather their actions. i think i really learned my lesson on that part. strike out nice, i just need a little sincerity.

compassion or better yet, a little honesty woudnt hurt, just let me know before i freefall. thank god that didnt happen. i guess humanity doesnt exist in people anymore.

Monday, January 21, 2008 9:59 PM

♥a wise friend told me,


orgasm is a trap, come sensibly.




HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sunday, January 20, 2008 4:12 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:58 PM

♥promise me maybes and say things you dont mean
rainfall from concrete color skies

i swear, its getting worse by the day. another call to ruin my week. if another call comes through im definitely throwing my line out the window, and i mean that literally.

when you have to crazy people surrounding you all the time, you tend to appreciate not being partially sane at all huhu. im glad i have distractions to keep my mind off certain things. its better that way i guess than dealing with it all at once.


buuujing dih! huhu

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 8:29 PM

♥its too late.




.. to take it back. im sorry

Monday, January 14, 2008 8:03 PM

♥funny how everything is just, not what its suppose to be. so i took a chance. believe in me. i rather be called rude than ungrateful and say things i know ill regret in a second.

answering that dreaded phone call already was like shooting bullets to the heart. so maybe i might be a little too young to be starting 'anew', whats really wrong with that. i made my decision. please respect that as i have always respected you, not 'cos of what, 'cos youre the one whos suppose to support me not bring me down with harsh uncalled for words.

sighs. another downfall. what a great start to the new year folks

Sunday, January 06, 2008 2:54 PM

♥i dont wanna be there when youre coming down
i dont wanna be there when you hit the ground
so dont go away..

first week of '08 has officially ended. i still cant grasp it in my head that another year has dawn upon us. still cant grasp the fact that im actually leaving here as well. work has been well. friends have been great which sucks because the best things always come at you when its at the end of everything.

wah lau eh. this is getting a bit depressing. let me depart before i bawl my eyes out.


huhu. stop being nice!