Tuesday, May 23, 2006 5:21 PM

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the heart has reasons that reason does not know.

im scared i cant sleep tonight.. ive been thinking about my computer paper too much. it was about 14 pages so go figure. i had a long and interesting chat with someone i never thought i could talk with. we had our exams over and done with, and while clearing our heads abit we slowly opened up to one another.

what she said though really hit me. as the end of the year approach, you tend to spend so much time with the people who are in it with u. id give her credit for that though but secretly in my mind, this train of thought lingered. so what happens after that? people always end up leaving right? so at the end of the year u make amends and after that u just leave and do it all over again? i guess u really never know huh..

theres nothing like the pain i feel for you..

on to happier things.. like i mentioned my exams are just around the corner. well next week actually. and i have 2 more papers to go for my june. hopefully i can make it through this and during my weekends. hibernate :). anyways ill be off. have some revisions and tv to attend to ;). laters..

Friday, May 19, 2006 1:30 AM

♥its 1:27 am ;) normally. ill be sleeping already by this time. but i just cant seem to. im trying my best NOT to play the sims (i might as well give in cause after this i know i will be). ok i just surf-d through friendster and it seems to be a wee-bit fckd. just read through trent and ya right now im officially clueless of what to do.

society is a masked ball where everyone hides his real character and reveals it by hiding

both malay papers are DONE. and ohmygod i didnt think itd be that short (and hard hehe), i have a feeling i might bomb it though. it felt like a bomb hit me cause whatever the teacher said or whatever i actually read was nothing. the paper was based mostly on like general knowledge (malay style man :p). it hit me like a lead pipe, totally left me in the blur. oh lord. i kinda like exams in a way cause you dnt cheat or you dnt here anyone whispering eh whats this. this applies only in class test and whatnot lol. i did even catch up with darryl. hehe its been awhile since i even saw him.

in the car, after realising i actually did an olevel paper, and my conversation with him was that.. im actually growing old and in a few more months my olevels will be officially over, ill be 18 months after that.. and when i actually realise it. ill be old, grey, cranky and very very cynical lol. i already feel so much older then i should sighs. not too much too forgetful for my age. i found a the book i was cursing and swearing that whoever took it would die a thousand deaths but in the end it was in my other bag all along. screw cynical for the old age, im already cynical enough huhu.

oohh finally someone msn me lol. anyways will post again.. ;) later days.

(i think i know why i cant sleep. the damn malay paper got me thinking all over.. again... heee)

Friday, May 12, 2006 12:46 PM

boo..

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i cant believe its finally over. i want to know what else happened. i cant wait for season 4 hehe. (referring to oth3). urghhhh.. i should be studying now but im uploading them all over again in myipod, just to browse watch over and over again until the lastest season comes out.

i finally watch butterfly effect, but that was about last weekend. compelling & dark but i like it. hehe also watched about 2 chick flicks. prime & the perfect man. pretty lame yes but i kinda like prime except it felt like it lack something that u just cant put ur finger one. tpm was just a typical teen movie. nonetheless i should really really update on movies. i havent actually been to communist or theatres lately. the last movie i watched was the sentinel, and that wasnt my choice at all, but its definitely thumbs up. micheal douglas is old man. lol. i cant wait for poseidon :).

on a brighter note i have been catching up on my sch work which im pretty happy about. speaking about sch theres been a bug going around. lately alot people are getting sick again, proberly due to the weather since its been on and off rain and sunshine. flu, fever and coughing.ahh exams are end of the year plus im taking 4 o's in june. so i have to really start hitting the books harder. anyways im off. just wanted to update this. later days ;)


p.s: recommended site PITNB. for all those gossip heads or just want a good laugh. this is a site i go EVERYDAY without fail hehe.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 1:39 PM

♥soo..
ahh i just got back from school. and today was quite alright actually except that we had a bio, chem test and tomorrows commerce. mid year fever. and ive been actually studying which i can say is a pretty good achievement. i guess thats all i did today.

nowadays ive been excepting the worst in people. sometimes its just weird how i think how they would react to me. i can honestly say i havent been myself the past few months. i havent done the things i really want to do since ages ago. hmm.. but i found my comfort zone. :)

sighs. i havent used my casioku in awhile. but i bring it everywhere i go haha. loser. heneways. ill update next time. i want to get back to my sims teehee :P.

Sunday, May 07, 2006 12:03 PM

♥this place is so dead. hehe
my bad for not updating.
havent been well actually thats why i missed 3 days of sch.
which pretty much sucks. i really really was sick. thank god all of the tests was postponed except for commerce. just wanted a quick update. my eyes are hurting like a biiittcchhh.