Thursday, June 29, 2006 9:04 PM

sigh

♥i am so not in the bestest of moods at the moment. im just here to let the stress out coz i've no one to talk to right now. everyone is pre occupied with stuff. everybody with their own business. i just got out of the shower. nice, warm and refreshing shower. at least it helped me chill out a bit.

work was alright till it was almost time to go home. things didnt go the way i expected it would be. thats life. so what. people can still complain you know. especially me, i complain too much. im HUNGRY. maybe thats why. hmm. i gotta find out if that is true.

im gonna go find something to eat now. i havent eaten the whole day and its 9pm already. i am so gonna squash and shahbandar soon. i have to. drag her with me. oh i will. till then.

Sunday, June 25, 2006 11:22 PM

dying day

♥its literally the last day of the holidays.. sighs so damn sad.. i dont want it to end :p but then again i guess its good.

today i woke up at 530am on a sunday. i should get an award for that considering i NEVER wake up early on a sunday. its just not me. the reason why i did was to go to shahbandar. due unforseen circumstances, we left at 630 and boy it was pretty packed sudah.

the most suprising thing about going there was that older men (in their late 40s and 50s) are sooo freaking fit. i was really really shocked, since im only 17 and only halfway through the first hill i was already huffing and puffing. by the time i reached the second one i puke my guts out. 3 freaking times. luckily no one saw but ya.. still. i guess now ill never underestimate an old guy just cause hes fragile but damn they can run! i only did 3 hills but considering how im so unfit :p and havent been there since 1999 i guess its alright hehe. theboy was being pretty good. put up with my unreasonable tantrums and just caring me throughout the tree hills. what a sweetheart :).

today seem so long, i guess its cause of me waking up pretty early. but i can definitely say today was pretty a full event day. even plan to pass yaya her gift but she was busy hehe. sighs. anyways right now my eyes are already halfway closing hehe.
ill blog more soon. later days.


p.s: faez smells ;p

Saturday, June 24, 2006 11:40 PM

germany :)

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im typing but occasionally looking at the tv :). its the germany vs sweden match. a sweden player has just been sent off hehe. go germany! ;)

while hearing the clicks of the keyboard and football coming from the tv and the occasional snores coming from the boy hehe. damn entertaining. everyones pretty sleepy tonight for some reason, even me. i keep yawning from time to time.

today was really a lazy day. i think i just got up still with my pjs until 4 near 5 keke. thats how lazy i was until i was told to shower, several times. finally showered and was suppose to spend my saturday night with myboy but got dragged with my aunt instead but its all good. :) nice dinner, washing over with funny conversations. what a night eh?

ive been meaning to blog and theres just countless drafts in my blogger but i just cant seem to finish it. i guess its probably that ive been thinking too much. earlier today, i was chatting to dayah and izatboo. god i miss them. dayah and her craziness. izatboo and countless things. especially with his sarcasm but mostly i just miss being around him. hes just that comfort i love being around sighs. i even mentioned how everyones getting so old and in a blink of an eye. we'd probably be working, kids, and arguing about bills and stuff. ghaaaaaaaaaak i dont wanna grow old.

izat did mention thats why he takes so many pictures. so it can be a permanent memory, and if he ever looks at the pictures he can replay and reminisce the memory. i guess thats why everyone does. for the good and for the bad. i just wish we didnt have to.. im just in a very sappy and random mood. haha. anyways i guess ill just end this.. doesnt really make any sense does it? haneways. laters :) gotta wake up early for shahbandar! :D 6AM!


what a way to end the night eh? blogging and FOOTBALL :D

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 7:10 PM

home.

♥i'm home!! i'm never home. haha. i cant believe i missed the england sweden match. i wanted to watch that. i even set my phone alarm at 2.55am but i switched off the alarm and went back to sleep instead of waking up. haha. i only realised what i did when i woke up this morning. oh well.

i'll be right back. am gonna have dinner with my parents downstairs. hope there's good food. hehe. laters

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 6:36 PM

belated fathers day

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happy belated fathers day. yes. fathers day. i thank him for everything he has done for me. you've always been there for me. i love hangin around with him. he's really open and sporting. a cool dad. at home he may be strict but outside, he's the best. but on the golf course, he's the enemy. haha. one day, i will beat him at golf. i hope. haha.

ok enough with that. well this is officially my first entry on this page so yeaa. thanks baby for inviting me to blog on ur site. mwahh <3. good job. kudos to you. too bad its not the other layout. but i like this one. leave it.

i wanna squash. hehe. its fun once you get the hang of it. we will again. soon. oritey. im off. gonna find something to eat now. gonna dig for some good stuff in the kitchen. ciao.

Monday, June 19, 2006 3:56 PM

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after so many gruelling hours of finding a decent layout. heres one. theres another one i really really liked but i couldnt get the glitches to straighten out which is a shame.

and as you can see i finally chosen one, its not that bad actually. ill probably use it for a long time. mainly because i cant be arse to keep changing it all the time hehe. in addition with a new layout, i got a blogging partner. myboy<3. i find it very very easy to be true

i find myself alone when each day is through
yes i admit that im a fool for you
because your mine<3

ive been playing chris daughtry on repeat for about 2 hours now and im still not sick of him. such a sexy voice ;p. ghak. i have pictures on the drafts and ill post that real soon. right now im just going to rest my eyes.

btw new link. give her some love. jirs<3

Sunday, June 18, 2006 8:25 PM

♥testing.. testing..

Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:36 AM

smiles

♥im a happy girl. i had a nice sleep. watched a great match last night (spain vs urk). u knw when ur in for a suprise. its a huge oneeeee. now if only i can find a bluetooth device to upload the pictures from my phone. :D ghakkk. hehe. ill post again soon.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006 9:31 AM

tidal wave

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about five days about it was dn's birthday. hehe i didnt blog because i just didnt want to make a really long post about him hehe. you know how long i can go on about him. :p

so world cup. i gotta say.. korea kick ass. lol. their opponent was good though. was a good match. made me jump in my seat so many times. actually almost all the matches i watch i wouldve jump out of my seat hehe.

i havent been doing anything productive except cleaning my room here and abit. i keep thinking if i do clean it up so spic and span, id messed it up again.. very soon. tskk. i keep putting off taking a jog. which really really sucks, maybe cause i have no one to run with. heh. i misss that. anyways i think thats all. ill blog soon. hopefully. ;) with pictures :D

Friday, June 09, 2006 2:22 PM

today

♥why i like todayy.

its the last day of my mid year exams.
its world cuppppppppp ;)
wooooooooots!
and best of all.
my holidays start todayyyyyy


mwah.

Monday, June 05, 2006 4:46 PM

5

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hotness

i just realised i never continued blogging after finding food. i was too involved hehe. ;p
anyways. one more olevel paper and im done.
i just finish a cooling and refreshing shower. it was a friggin nightmare today. i was sweating so much. ghak. what was worse that i felt sticky during the last examination of the day. due to the uncomfyness. i kept changing the answer. trying to nail it. i pray i did well. i had to antam about 5. paper 2 tomorrow sighs.

not a trace for you to find..

funny, when someone says i dont want this to get out or i dont want anyone to know about us yet. i wonder why. i know i do it but i do have my reasons and then finally i admit. i mean they tell like say 5 others and obviously from there everyone would know yet they still deny whatever they want to hide.

can you actually imagine a world where nobody lies. i would love to see that even if it was just for a day. everyone would be at each other's thoart and chaos everywhere. ghak. i can just picture a packet of crisps that usually has no fat, no meat whatsoever actually showing 50% fat with every bite or just simply telling someone u lovehate them for whatever. hardly anyone does that anymore.

shoooooooooooooooot i gotta study. laters ;p



p.s: happy 8 ;) loves.

Thursday, June 01, 2006 2:11 PM