i am not a very happy person right now. its 244am and i should be asleep by now because of these following reasons,

1. im covered in calamine lotion.
2. i look like someone covered me in flour hence horrible .
3. i cant stop scratching due to the allergy working its way through my body .
4. my friends left me.

sometimes i think im a bad luck charm. i get close to people and they always seem to leave somewhere. izatboo is leaving soon as well so thats going to suck so much more. i know they didnt left me entirely but being out of the country and not having any time spent with sucks even just the thought but to live through this over and over again, sometimes i see theres no point in having friends. people always leave :\

i am overly emo cos of this itch. i look like a friggin red monkey, (not white anymore : ) scratching myself everywhere. stupid !@#$%^&*()_+. the itch is getting worse. time for drastic measures. shower at this ungodly hour again. will update soon enough!