Sunday, February 18, 2007 3:58 PM

♥ahh, the third day being back. somehow i feel i a foreign here. i admit its good to be back, i guess im just familysick not homesick.

I today am proud to say i have a learn a new one and you will hear me using it often. Mengugutkan BABY :p. Hopefully i can remember and try to implant it on my future karangan paper for June again. Ill be retaking the 2 dreaded M (Maths & Malay) and also Combined Science. Pls wish me better luck for the 3 again. I have made up my mind on what to do, where do i go from here and most importantly WHAT ill be studying. Its actually comforting to know you dont have dread the worse for now actually for quite sometime :)

I am feeling like such a loner since ive been back, i guess cos i was surrounded by people all day long, even up to my sleeping time. Tomorrow i will definitely start studying like a freaking geek. Bio, Phys, Chem, Malay, Maths. Sounds like a full scheduele for now until May/June. Like i said, please pray for me.

I was such in a angst rage just now because of a horrible accusation bestowed upon me by dearly boy. To even think it is bad, but to mention it is so much more worse. I guess sometimes your mind speaks out more before processing it. Guys dont know a thing about making a girl feel right at home. To men/guys/boys whatever you like to be called, please give us space and most importantly the comfort to know that even though we push you as far as we could, let us know your there for us no matter what. (BTW this is not the accusation its so much more worse, it just felt right and appropriate to state that now HEH)

Ciao for now me bellas!