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Wednesday, February 07, 2007 12:40 AM



and i just cant think, of anything else id rather do
than to hear you sing, sing my name the way you do
when we do our thing, when we do the things we do

damn those songs that get stuck in your head and immediately disappears when you finally play them.

sometimes i wonder how does a normal family actually go on, get by and just live. it sucks to see a big happy family going for dinner together. mum fussing if the kids are seated properly, dad wanting to hear how was sch, mum feeding the ickle baby, kids all happy and all. i got nothing agaisnt them its just that sometimes i wish i had that. friggin envy.

not that my familys all that bad, we do have moments i just wish we had more of that. definitely emphasize on the more. but broken families are the one that mould you early in life, give you more clarity, shoving responsibilities up to your thoart. and damn does that make you realise life isnt all peaches at cream at the tender age of 5. and in a way im glad.

im so fed up with my thoughts of you
and your memory
and how every song reminds me
of what used to be


on more of a sour note, 8 more days to reality. im going to miss everything here so much fucking more than ever before. i wish this would never end. ghak. will update soon with more incriminating pictures hehehe.


ciao bellla xx.




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