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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 11:08 PM




right now i have precisely nothing to do except wait for my tudors to be done downloading. well other than blog.


today is the first time in about a month or so that i ate sooo much and felt full for an entire afternoon. since the usual was busy, brought along the cousin. big mistake! ended up walking instead of jogging but i guess its better than nothing. he really made me think though. how we all try to find the safest haven, we dont take a risk, we just settle. even though we want to venture out, theres just always that certain someone holding us back. even just realising how they bring out the best worst in everything, we just dont have the heart, no matter what we've been attached, handcuffed to them.


funny how someone younger and less experienced can give you a slightly better perspetive in life that you thought you knew so well. i guess that show youre slowly growing older. maturing. over the hill. time to shoot myself in the pasture and be done with life hahahahaha


chicken! if all my walks/jogs and talks were with him constantly i think ill be a tad bit more crazy than i already am.


im slowly feeling better, as of today its slowly healing baby steps though.


Tuesday, May 29, 2007 9:13 PM





picture courtesy of media permata





haha. someone made it to the papers in media permata for the walk for life.





not much to blog unless you know how to calm yourself, shop and have a torn 5 dollars note, give rude handgestures to completely perveted and idiotic strangers, cant breathe properly while jogging than you know that today was a better day than yesterday.




its been so long since i last posted a picture of thee hottie.


kiss!


Sunday, May 27, 2007 10:25 PM


getting more jiwang by the day. it rained today, so no more runners high for me today. just minty fresh smoke and alot of pokka green tea.

not much today except that some ass decided to kill my godsday. what a killer.

as of today youre dead to me. my heart really is in the icebox now. huhuhu


stop haunting my grounds that i settled for just to get away, especially from you

actually dont mind this post. im just ranting. not blogging.


Saturday, May 26, 2007 11:30 PM


soooo today?
good jog,
good shisha (very good! HEHE second try)
good food

meaning? work harder the next day. on my god's day. no updates lately. its just been the same. dont expect a long post for the next few weeks. no moooood lah.


CHICKEN! !@#$%^&*(

ciao lovers.


i know with you in love is where i want to be
oh sometimes i go on through life thinking
that love is something thats not meant for me


Friday, May 18, 2007 1:14 PM




the ultimate gym buddy, crazygilapsychoatsui, sweetabuser you turned 19 today. id like to come out of my shell for a few minutes and blog about what a wonderful person you are and although we JUST got close it seems like we've known each other for quite awhile.
friends are overrated but we're definitely beyond those lines, buddy kali ah hehe. lets keep gymming, keep being hubakulz, loving our sundays or as i like to call it gods day, keep letting me curi lagu from your ulu pc (but still cool la), keep swimming our own style. you definitely are one of a kind. i hope turning 19 doesnt a change a thing about you. its just a number kan grandma! you know you love me! my gym sifu once again happy birthday!
and finally,
may we finally tame the animals in our lives hehe.
love always from me!
RAPANA!


Wednesday, May 16, 2007 4:04 PM


ahh alas, here i am. as i wont be able to jog this afternoon. rain rain rain BUT im happy because the past two days i did well. talk about runners high, i was smiling allll theee wayyy.

sorry for the impromptu disappearance but ive been busy with the tudors, onetreehill17 and awhole other mess i dont want to elaborate and not forgetting because of the lousy speed ive been getting from espeed. (*&%$

other than downloading excessively of the tudors. i finished reading mario puzo's godfather. even though the film pretty much different from the book, i enjoyed both thoroughly (ok i lied, more to the book obviously). funnily enough i found an old book i read, more like a biography of one of the wrestlers i used to like watching, the rock says (about dwayne johnson or known famously by the rock). hahaha now pretty much friends on my msn list are getting annoyed of me. oh brings me back fond memories when i was a younger. god how i used to adore wwf until they sold out and became wwe, which pretty much sucked. wasnt my cup of tea anymore (except for jeff hardy. SWOOOOONS).

do you smell what the rock is cooking?
know your role and shut your mouth you jabroni!
it doesnt matter what your name is!
just bring it! (hand gestures)

god imagine how much of a loser i was (and still am), quoting those comments. (dont you laugh at me! everyone did it at that time, it was just COOL! hehehe)

that pretty much sums up my disapperance, hopefully tomorrow ill have a decent run. and now im out!

KISS!


Thursday, May 03, 2007 2:38 PM


todays a beautiful day and i dont intend to let anyone even me to spoil it. :D

i slept in nicely, snuggly and perfectly with the sound of raindrops :). i guess my buddy did too since she didnt wake up :p.

ill make up for yesterday and today, hopefully i can get through 25mins.

i watched spidey3 and its goooooooooooooood. caught the first show at empire woots :). i was freezing, they really turn up the airconditioning full blasts but its all good. i wont spoil it for those who havent catched it. beautiful atmosphere, only a handful were there but nonetheless i enjoyed the movie and the quiet atmosphere :).

im downloading oths4e16 now. WOOTS im so happy. tonight i know ill be enjoying myself much much more huhu. and i have to get ready to run, perfect conditions not too sunny, not too cloudly, lets hope it wont rain last minute again :).


p.s: you can really tell im happy. :):):):):)

p.p.s: so many birthdays in may. harks! even my blogs. whos turning 2yrs :) and for the rest i wont mention.


ciao luhvers

sail away on ships of wonder :)


Tuesday, May 01, 2007 9:10 PM



im still alive. :)
today about 20 mins on a treadmill
yesterday about 17 mins around jerudong
and
the day before yesterday about 15 mins around jerudong
ilove a runners high but the sad thing is that tonight i pigged out on a buffet after all those running huhu :(. my tummy is satisfied for sure but my mind and body is in total regret uh. must run more tomorrow!
will have a proper update soon.
ciao my lovers



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