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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 6:32 PM



pagi raya, ambil gambar hehe.




what else would you do when you have adorable cousins?
and vain come to that! but really this pictures dont do them justice




this one does! hehe




haha, 5 yr old and a poser. howd you like me now? hehe




HEHE :D


hello lovelies, i know this is a little late, but hell this is still the month of raya. selamat eid mubarak my dear dear readers. maaf zahir dan batin. with sincerity sudah tu ah hehe.

i wrote such a long long long post to date but knowing my luck, the internet suddenly just got cut off in mata² yesterday. oh well. thank god for blogger for autosaving the pictures as i didnt bring my digicam memory card to work. yes, work im working now :P.

the world has been set right! albus dumbledore came out of the closet, my exams revision has been leaking out of my brains, internet at where im staying hasnt been constant AND i can finally call myself a working girl. a good prospect for my tiny 2 page resume filled with big fonts just for the sake of it huhu. with all of this, its amazing im still sane. err, was i even ever?

i cant wait to get my exams over and done with. im getting a little better but still lacking in those questions where the marks matter the most haiya. malay? pls dont let me get started with that. still the same as buruk as it can ever be. just wish me luck. i really am going to need it.

im actually blogging via office, now dont get the wrong idea that im just abusing my office with free internet and catching up on blogs, friendster, facebook, whathaveyou than.. your right BUT i finish work ok, so give me a break. hehe.

thats all i can think about right now, my minds empty filled with abuzzing sound and pilihan fm at 3;09. thats all lovelies. keep breathing ;)



Monday, October 08, 2007 11:16 PM


stupid stupid. i hate you. ~!@#$%^&*()_.


testing my limits. wasting my time, my energy all on you. lame and pathetic excuses everytime. ' i didnt hear my phone ring'. i know you well enough that thats utter bullshit. you better be happy im not as bloody moody as i was before. my profanity isnt as bad.

assshole. take a good long mintue and realise about what you promised me and what i promised you. ive kept my word so far, have YOU? as ive said time and time again, i can only wait so much, my patience has been tested too many times.

im weak, im fragile, im broken, im a mess. cant you get it to your hairy headed thick skull. im slowly slipping away, one of these days i wont turn back, i wont stop. these two months have been hell and yet your turning into a self-absorb fcking dick. LIAT TAH BANAR2 MUA ATU.


what the freaking fck is wrong with youuu?



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quod me nutrit; me destruit.