Monday, December 31, 2007 1:42 PM

♥ahhh, the last post of the '07.


its been an eventful year, definitely an understatement. almost everything i feared happened but everything i wanted happened as well so its a win lose year for me. i grew up so much this year.

so many unexpected situations made force me to grow up faster than i should. the beginning of the year ive been colder than i ever been in my life, yet towards the end of the year i learned not to regret my mistakes or the honest decisions of others but rather than to accept and respect theirs.

i really got into jogging this year. kudos baby! that was definitely the highlight of my year. getting into some sun, get that 'runner's high' and just me and ipod. god i really miss it. that definitely made me complete. jerudong sigh :).

i made new friends, new acquaintances and i found out it isnt so bad. they didnt screw me over. there are real people walking through life in little brunei and im glad i got to know them :). i got fucked over by middle this year and i thought i couldnt recover from it. i went through such a depression for a few months but finally i got through it. i was pretty fragile at that stage but i overcame it and now im feeling great.

'07 has been great without a doubt. through the tears, the pain, the torment, the laughter, the jokes, the memories. i dont regret a single thing i did this year. i may made some errors in judgement but when you push past that, i guess i wouldnt be the person i am today if i didnt learn from those mistakes. the greatest thing i learned this year was to be a better person and learn to give in a little and to also let go a little. im not one to forgive and forget so THAT is definitely an achievement for me.

im not expecting too much out of 2008. just hopes for futhering my education thats all really. i dont do resolutions, mainly because i dont stick with it or honestly i just cant be bothered with it. i cant believe its the end of year. some part of it just doesnt want it to end, its just the beginning for me. :). 16 days left. o.m.f.g (not to new years, i know what date it is la haha)



happy new years everyone.
xx!