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Sunday, March 02, 2008 8:44 PM
♥the only one in my heart, my no.1 happy 6th birthday. you know i love you ;)   i could be content with him. no need the mess or the stress of having a man in my life. hes the one whos running home to me after a long day, the one whos constantly giving and showing me affection out of the blue, the one whos pretty much concern about me and its just enough.  dont grow up too fast my love; you'll always be my no.1 ive been keeping myself preoccupied with almost anything i can find which is suprisingly easy. i havent been hogging the computer so much, which is a big big feat for me. i dont feel so dependant on it anymore mmm. it actually feels refreshing. havent even been downloading anything as well except for those occasional shows, other than that its always something productive. .. yet i still feel pretty much empty. after im done with whatever it is that i find, i sit in one corner and all those thoughts i try to evade comes rushing back. is it impossible to just let it slide? i hate it when i get a bit too involve when i know i shouldnt, screw thinking man. random and useless paragraph, doubt anybody understands that. other than that im pretty much alright. today's also another day to remember. met 2 old friends and catch up with countless old old friends today. mmm, finally my god's day isnt wasted like those past weeks. time to make one last appeal, for the life i lead |
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