Tuesday, April 22, 2008 8:10 PM

♥well you cant dictate the way,
the way im gonna feel no matter what..

woohoo. things are really going my way but when things go your way, you know you have to leave some things behind.. and the scary part is, i have to brace it myself. it just feels so alone in a big place. howells.


..no matter what im forced to see
ill be the one free of jealousy



ive been spending my weekends a little too much football obssessed and hunting for comfy decent places to go with a few exceptions that i always end up at hehe. woooo!

Sunday, April 13, 2008 7:33 PM

♥my voice is so hoarse i can barely have a decent conversation without someone asking me to repeat what they couldnt hear clearly. im starting to forget what i sound like. its been this way since last thursday, dear god help me.

everythings starting to look peachy keen for me now and im just estatic about it. i know im going to regret typing that down. my next post will probably be filled with angst but im planning to savour this moment. so bare with me please.

its always hard to leave something behind and start anew, but at the way things are developing right now, i honestly couldnt give a fcuk. im just grinning like a fool more than i used to. im starting to appreciate the little things in life, taking a long stroll and smelling the roses, what have you. im just happy :). i cant remember being this happy in quite sometime and i hope itll stay this way. it took me quite a while to be this way. i went through such a phase in my life that i hope will never happen again. i took a bad turn and i hope i dont relapse. it was hard getting back up but, i guess i just have to push past the pain and confusion and to remember its there just to remind us theres always something better to look forward to.

i know im not making much sense but this is how im feeling (all comfortably fed as well hehe) at this moment and i just wanted to remember that i ever felt this hhhaaapppyyy. and i just got a message :D






p.s : im starting to looking more forward to my saturday and thursday nites :) woot woot.

Monday, April 07, 2008 7:38 PM

♥i dont know what to do and im always in the dark
we're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
i really need you tonight..


so many things to say, i just cant find the right time or even find the right words.







i hope you know though, how i..

Sunday, April 06, 2008 6:39 PM

♥the broken clock is a comfort;
it helps me sleep to tonight



... because today i honestly feel like roadkill.


sucks to be sick with my body feeling warm and cold at the same time and my thoart feels so swollen i can barely utter a word. and the worst part is i just woke up from a nightmare. i havent had that in awhile.


been busy on this side of life hence no updates, im hardly even ever online anymore. big suprise. trying to distract myself from certain things. which right now seems just impossible to do. sighs.


im a little wee-bit dead at the moment. so ending this on a better note than a bitter one. woot.








webcamming hehe ;p.