Sunday, April 13, 2008 7:33 PM

♥my voice is so hoarse i can barely have a decent conversation without someone asking me to repeat what they couldnt hear clearly. im starting to forget what i sound like. its been this way since last thursday, dear god help me.

everythings starting to look peachy keen for me now and im just estatic about it. i know im going to regret typing that down. my next post will probably be filled with angst but im planning to savour this moment. so bare with me please.

its always hard to leave something behind and start anew, but at the way things are developing right now, i honestly couldnt give a fcuk. im just grinning like a fool more than i used to. im starting to appreciate the little things in life, taking a long stroll and smelling the roses, what have you. im just happy :). i cant remember being this happy in quite sometime and i hope itll stay this way. it took me quite a while to be this way. i went through such a phase in my life that i hope will never happen again. i took a bad turn and i hope i dont relapse. it was hard getting back up but, i guess i just have to push past the pain and confusion and to remember its there just to remind us theres always something better to look forward to.

i know im not making much sense but this is how im feeling (all comfortably fed as well hehe) at this moment and i just wanted to remember that i ever felt this hhhaaapppyyy. and i just got a message :D






p.s : im starting to looking more forward to my saturday and thursday nites :) woot woot.