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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 7:54 PM
♥ how do you ever let go? do we have to on with our lives in a mask masquearading like nothing happened? why do we always have to give up the things that we're so comfortable with, the thing that makes us be who we're suppose to be or brings out the worst in us and yet we enjoy it either way. what are we suppose to do? what am i suppose to do? we tend to refrain from saying things that will always end up with a backlash, or a retribution. i want to go on, like i was before. free of every expectation, every constraint. but really, i just wish.. ive just been preoccupied with thoughts in my mind lately. pardon the above, just needed to get some things off my mind, literally. ive been buried with so much work lately that i just feel so dead. im getting the hang of things but its just a little overwhelming.i guess i really miss my old enviroment, where everything was limitless hehe. ive got so much stuff i put on hold because of work.i just dont feel like i have enough time for anything which really depresses me. sometimes i cant believe i took things for granted when i had nothing to do except bum around and jog. i just have to manage my time a little better. speaking of jogging, my ankle finally completely healed. i havent done anything to strain myself in 3 weeks and its really driving me up the wall, hence why my thoughts are sliding in another direction. must take out my ankle for a test drive huhu. i cant wait until may's over. it just doesnt seem like the month for me this year. the only thing thats keeping me sane. :) |
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