Monday, May 26, 2008 8:22 PM

♥sudden interest in where i am? haha.

i just needed someplace to put down my overflooded thoughts. so it might not make sense at all, but bare with me please.

i havent been the best person in the last 8 months. i went to be somebody id never thought ill be in a thousand years but still i stayed in my true form. i didnt stray and pretended to be somebody i wasnt. i think things more thoroughly and more of what i wanted than what others wanted,not to say im completely selfish but if its what i would want badly or think i deserve, selfish it is.

i really dont have the need to depend on anyone anymore like i used to. i could spend time endless time alone like i do now and dont have urge to call or text someone just so ill have company. i could walk around without a care in the world with the clothes on my back and whatevers thoughts im plotting haha.

ive changed alot and THAT just occured to me. i guess it took me 2 years to realise ive changed so much after walking that familiar hallway where i created chaos for a few good years. i guess you never really know huh.