Thursday, July 24, 2008 12:55 AM

♥welcome to the real world where husbands cheat, wives are manipulative and children are mirrors of their parents wherethe they like to be or not.


the past 3 months have not been my friend at all. its going to be another busy weekend for me. i was actually looking forward to a quiet weekend where i have at least 2 days to myself but i guess that wont be happening anytime soon.


youll be glad to know im slowly resurfacing but then again somewhere deep inside i know ill succumb to being anti-social all over again,which i think aint so bad. i get time to mull things over and not nod along just to agree with someone else's pointless view on things which i dont agree at all to begin with. ive been pretty pessimistic lately due to that fact that things havent been going my way haiyo.


im in need of a good long sweaty run. woooooooooosh.

Thursday, July 17, 2008 6:12 PM

♥im not one to hold on to a grudge. i can say im pretty much laid-back or too laid-back like some would say.


but i hate it when you basically screw over friends. ok, not exactly screw over but just cancel plans on the very last minute just for a significant other. hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo, i-am-a-person-with-feelings-as-well. bad enough its been planned months ago, i can let that slide abit but to just let it go at the last minute upsets me more than you can imagine. there should be some moral understanding to where you would place friends and significant others or whatever the hell you call one another. to be dropped just like that fucking hell just upset me.

itsnot what really, its more between the lines of CONSIDERATION and HUMANITY. im really biting my tongue to keep myself from labelling you from alot of things attacking my mind. just remember i was there for you before. more than you know and to get this in return just upsets me. disappointment is better word than upset.


humanity really doesnt exist anymore

Tuesday, July 08, 2008 11:04 PM

♥some people haiyo. they are just full of themselves arent they.


ive been a happy bunny because i dont have any plans this weekend. last week was crucially tiring. so imagine how my sunday went, but there were definitely some incentives though that kept me going through the day.

imagine my happiness when i actually soak myself in a tub for a good 45 mins without ANY disturbance, pure bliss i tell you. all my tension and aching actually drifted away. im actually happy right now. mmm, i think im going to turn in before i ramble on something else haha.

cant wait for august!

andddd

9 more days :)!!