Monday, August 04, 2008 9:43 PM

♥baby shine me smile
smile all my worries away..

and they say i dont have any feelings hehe. i need a good night away from home. i need a well deserved break. i really need to evaluate and be me again. i feel so, out of character, so mechanical. i need to reach my runner's high again, its been almost 2 weeks i havent gotten that beautiful epiphany and i miss that.

impure thoughts, none of that at the moment. just going through everyday without thinking. its so mechanical and routine. it just depresses me abit though. i want to be that wondeRone again. sighs. a person with cause&effect to everything.

now its got me wondering..
could i still?