Friday, August 22, 2008 10:17 PM

♥why does every moment have to be so hard

it seems like i just took a second to blink and the week is coming to an end.


another tgif to look forward to. not that i did anything great for the past 4 hours but my tummy is well fed and my fingers hurt from scales, bars and practicing sighs. ive been on a downloading frenzy lately as well, abusing the connection ive been getting. i managed to get trapt's new album which has been on repeat for god knows how long.


im at a point where nothing seems to register. i havent been paying much attention to anything, anyone lately. everything seems so mechanical. nothing seems to feel good anymore, doesnt have that oomph like it used to. is something missing or am i missing something?

you know the feeling you get? when you listen to a song and you just cant stop. i havent had that for anything in eons. everything just seems so.. black.



and when you cant even look at someone right in the eye because of the guilt. goddamn.



i may not make it through the night..