Monday, September 22, 2008 10:52 PM

♥i feel pretty decent, not that my actions have been completely pure but just decent.


for the last few hours ive been trying to remember when was the last time i felt genuiely happy. a day where nothing when wrong, when i could no wrong, when there was actually something to look forward too. and it hit me, i havent had that day yet. i havent had a feeling like that before. to hear it from someone else's point of view sounds amazing, but im just not sure im ready for that yet though. sounds excruiatingly nice but it seems a little too out of reach, for anyone really.


if someone can tell me they had their day, come on over to me. ill shoot you bastard for lying haha. even lying cant be genuien anymore. gundus..


im taking a chance now and let the chips fall where they may, and i can actually go on grinning. (genuinely :P). dawn to dusk has been excruciating painful though, what with trying to keep your patience at a minimal level while inside your screaming profanities that would put your parents to shame.


you got me burning red