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Monday, October 27, 2008 8:25 PM
♥when we collide and stillness filled our air.. feeeling empty. the kind of empty that you just feel like sulking. brooding all day might get me in trouble but just cant seem to shake off this feeling for some reason. maybe its the monday blues, or maybe bcos im still under the weather and i need something to dwell on. been avoiding so many places just because i cant bring myself to walk around so much hehe. i rather be sleeping or even when im forced out, sleeping at their place huhu. turning into quite hungry sleeper. guess im finally catching up on all those sleepness nights for the past months. i dont know if it shows but im enjoying every snooze i get. i hope this last longer than expected, knowing me.. :p i cant friggin wait for december. just to get away, to get a little perspective, to live a little bit more, and to put me first for once. :) seems appropriate to end the year with a more clarity than how i started it with. .. still on the friggin road to recovery, when will this madness stop? i hateeee feeling vulnerable, damn meds ..was that all i was to you? |
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